today has been really fantastic because i haven’t been doing anything really and ive watched a bunch of movies and i havent had to stress about anything and both connor and paige are online and its nice to have a reminder that they are people who exist and even though i miss them both immensely i love seeing them post and like my stuff because it feels like theyre at least sort of here (✿◠‿◠)
It was really funny when Catt called me because I was facing my wall almost asleep and I heard my phone go off. I thought I must’ve fallen asleep or something and that was my alarm but it was still night-dark in my room so I was confused and scared because why would my phone ring at 4:41 AM???
So I roll over and I’m like oh god who is it what’s wrong, and I saw it was Catt and I sort of thought maybe she’s drunk calling me?? but then i heard her talk and i realized that since she didn’t say “hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii” instead of whatever the fuck she greeted me with (who knows? i dont) and the phone call… happened. wonderfully.
catt i love you and i need to stop posting but you’re like one of the most important people i’ll ever have the honor to know and love. topping you on that list are my mother, my sister, and my father (in no particular order).
paige and i are being really gay tonight and its okay
guys paige is gonna be up here in like less than two weeks and im going to explode because wow i miss her so much and she’s going to be like for reals in front of me and its going to be so great and im so happy and it needs to just be next weekend already eeee
so i was thinking about how im most likely not going home for spring break and i was like, “i can totally come down a weekend after spring break!! i shouldnt be too busy afterwards!”
my weekends in order starting tomorrow:
-Spring Awakening Focus
-Spring Awakening Tech
-Spring Awakening Show
-Spring Awakening Show/Strike
-Dance Concert Hang
-Dance Concert Tech
-Dance Concert Show/Strike
and then I have my week of summer break
thinking about it, I could probably go down the first show weekend for spring awakening…nopenope pretty sure thats the weekend paige is coming up so going home would be pointless
so yeah uh no boca for me until May
it’s called homesickness, darling. it happens to everyone at some point. if you get a chance to come down, please do (: You can even stay in my room.
i mean its not that im feeling sad because i want to be home, its that i want to be home cause im feeling sad.. i wouldnt really call that homesickness
BUT i am coming down for the anything goes final dress
but im not staying the night or anything cause i have 8:30 class the next day :((